Nana Womanization

WEEE!!

2009-01-16T20:02:00.002+08:00

i lazy to update....so just roughly tell what's currently going on
1)my new year sucks....really really sucks
2)two exchanges coming
3)band concert coming(anyone intersted can tag me)
4)SYF!!!!oh my goodness
5)got art coursework to do
6)got DNT coursework to do

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
people says sixteen is sweet.....but to me sweet sixteen is SUCKY sixteen.......
in other words i'm getting old and old is EWWWW!!!

to people who knows me ....i want presnts....nah ....kidding!!

better remember this date,especially my friends
1)14/o1(my birthdate)
2)30/03(SYF)

HAHAHAHAHA.............14TH JANUARY............HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i LOVE/LOATHE YOU MOM!!

2008-12-29T21:23:00.002+08:00

today is such a fucking-asshole day.had to start the day badly because of mom.she gave me attitude since yesterday just because of the stupidest thing ever. i have to admit i am lazy,who didin't,it was raining yesterday morning and i was lazy to get up...duh human nature.so she was like shouting,bugging me to wake up and when i didn't,she went into the room and gave me two fucking painful slaps...what the fuck...i don't mind being slapped at,but the way she ask me to go to the shop was like commanding a maid instead....what did she think i 'm her maid is it??

then this morning,when i was about to go to band practice,she asked me to go to the shop.i was running late and i had to argue with her,but as usual MOTHERS always win so i had to go....seriously i was damn pissed off at her,but what can i do....i'm only a MAID...

i can't deny the fact that if other teenage girls who had mothers like mine would surely hate their mothers for ruining their teenage life,but love my mom a lot eventhough she's being a bitch for as long as i know,but if i wasn't around,nobody would do my job and she had to do them all by herself.forget about asking my brother and sisters to do them,they are just fuckingly cared about their damned life which doesn't even prove any happiness,at least not yet,but i don't see it coming

Mom,i wonder if i am really not around,would the rest of your children be bothered to do whatever you asked them to??would they even bother to help you??sometimes i wonder how would you survive with no one 's there to take care of you or just simply go to the shop to buy the things you asked them to,i know that all this while the stuff that i did is not enough to pay back all the hardwork you had done to take care of me and my siblings so we could grow up to be a better person than we had before....it just makes me wonder

before this year comes to an end,i just want to apologise to you Mom for all the mistakes i have done,for all the things i done that have made you feel like shit,for all the bad things that i didn't do,for all the things that you blamed me for and for all the wrong things that,God knows,will and might be happening in the near future and this coming new year and thank you for your scoldings,your beatings and all the bad stuff you had done to me just to make my fucking life a lot harder,because of all these...it only had made me a better person....thanks again

and last but not least,i wish you a good life and hope that your illness will be recovered....i hope to see you happy in the new year and i hope that you won't vent your anger on me and treat me like a lifeless ragdoll....i hate you but i love you even more....

Happy New Year everyone....
i just refused to complete my year with a bad end
but what the hell,my year is ruined anyway
now just don't feel like welcoming the new year.....

MATAHARIKU

2008-12-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

agnes monica

december stuff!!!

2008-12-16T19:08:00.002+08:00

hooorayy....im so excited about december

there are THREE extremely major events will be going on

first.....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FATHER,BROTHER AND ALL MY AUNTS AND UNCLES WHOSE BIRTHDAY IS ON DECEMBER ITSELF===

second....
MY BROTHER IS GETTING MARRIED ON HIS BIRTHDAY...THAT IS ON 21ST DEC
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUM HAPPY WEDDING DAY BRO!!

and thirdly....
MERRY CHRISTMAS(although i do not celebrate it....i don't care!!)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!

a string of attitude

2008-12-11T22:31:00.004+08:00

i don't know how i feel right now
sad,angry,sorrow,worried.....i don't know
confusion,confusion
life can be annoying and irritating at times....
urgh....life sucks!!

why am i pretending to be happy
when that something doesn't make me happy at all?
how should i put it......hmmm
i wanted to tell but something...
a force or energy or undefined gravity
just keep on holding me back
i wanted to trust forward and let all out
speak my mind....
but i couldn't....

i wanted to scream and let loose of all things
i wanted to shout hey you stop being an idiot
you go around telling people about your damn life
Life isn't only about you,you and you
so go and fuck your ass off
and try to bother about those unfortunate people instead!!

screw you asshole....
idiotic people like you don't deserve my attention
no....you don't deserve any attention at all!

23rd November Night

2008-12-05T20:37:00.007+08:00

i know the concert is like 10-12 days ago,but now then i get the chance to post abt it coz there's technical problems(lol)....Bradell Heights Symphony Orchestra concert at Victoria Concert Hall,with special guest appearance Mr Rasull as the flute soloist...thought of taking picture with him but didn't get the chance too...haha

Victoria Concert Hall,the stage

AFTER THE CONCERT......

Najmah....like a lost soul looking around....muahhaaha

me ....Najmah...najmah....Me

we went supper at MacDonald's

ain's/natasha's cheesecake.....yummie

last but not least.....band camp(last day)

like i said before and im gonna say it again....

im on top of her....she's on top of her and she's on top of her
we are all on top of each other....lol

random post

2008-12-04T12:28:00.007+08:00

yesterday was fun!!with the exception of total humiliation at yuying sec,yesterday was not bad actually.....after the exchange my bro took me to the movies...yay!!!its been months since i last step into the cinema and we watch.....
i like to move it move it...he likes to move it move it...she likes to move it move it

we like to...MOVE IT!!

oh yar i've been dying to post this....finally remembered...ROAR IT OUT talent show last august

aidah,amir and me

amir dendeng....llol

the contestants,we got dancers,bands and singers

Library Day!!

2008-11-27T23:20:00.004+08:00

random post!!!!this vid was taken at frontier library sometime ago!!!so enjoy people......

ps*there's one part where it really hurts....wanna know which part??watch you idiot!!

I MISS YOU !!!

2008-11-26T15:17:00.003+08:00

WOLFIE....WOLFIE!!!

where are you baby??miss u a lot.......

seconds and minutes and hours passed

days and months and years gone by

and all i could do is look at your pictures

just to ease the pain of missing you

I MISS YOU DEAR!!

Band Camp

2008-11-20T15:00:00.003+08:00

hahaha band camp is fun,except for the fact that we can't actually stay overnight which will be more fun....because of that teacher....well don't wanna tak about him....anyways here is what i did on the camp

FIRST DAY
first thing the band members did was POP(passing out parade) the vid was funny
it was quite a sad occasion because the seniors are leaving ....the next thing we did was marching coz of competition year and after that lunch....since it was raining everyone was like damn hungry and Aidah was grumpy till she actually got the food coz we need to wait for the rest of the members
after lunch sectional all the way until 4 and then practised together with our conductor till 6
and then me ,Aidah and Natasha went to KFC to eat and we were all crappy and tallk crazy stuff BTW it seems that SOMEBODY is falling for someone again...and he has a new nick...CRABBIT!!!
then i went home coz i got something sooo urgent and left the two crazy ppl at the bus stop

SECOND DAY
it was the most tiring day ever.........got sectional till Mr Rasull called us for tutoring ...and guess what we had for lunch........McChicken and fries........and i was still damn hungry after that
as usual got sectional till 4 and then practise with conductor and i think i got a cut on my lips for blowing instrument for a long time
after that we (me,Aidah,Ruby,Najmah and Seri)went to bubble tea shop and then go home

the fun is coming.....the fun is coming

THIRD DAY
today's practise ended at 3 ++ and we had games and barbeque
we played blow wind blow and Murhani always the last ones to sit and she had to do forfeit...after that we played honeymoon(i hate this game but played anyway)
everyone had to sit in circles of twos and need to chase each other...lol
this time many alumnis had to do forfeit after that we introduced ourselves while waiting for the barbeque and we HAD to paly this stupid game of remebering evryones' names and if did nt remember have to do forfeit...then play the tree and squirrel game....erhh stupid game invented by idiotic Zavier...i have to admit...it was ironically fun
when we thought the barbeque was ready...it actually was not...so we sat around and do stupid stuff....like the 'dari kanan/kiri cepat joget' game(seri made this marching command)and other stuff like lying down on each others' stomach and being awkwardly connected ...like seri's feet on aidah's stomach and my head on her stomach so on and so forth and we took some pictures but i don't have it with me
the the barbeque came ....we had barbequed chicken,garlic bread,satay,sausages,crab sticks and so on...i ate so much.....we and some seniors were planning to play MAFIA at the quadrangle sice it was dark and suitable for that kind of game but of course we didn't because,first,it was late and second ha d to wait for Syafiqah who got lost on her way from Ngee Ann Poly(why are the hornists always got lost??)and thirdly the teacher in charge had to lock the school gate....

OVERALL it was a great day camp and im hungry for more....can't wait till nxt yr and i hope can stay overnight....well here is the POP vid....enjoy!!

diet pepsi commercial

2008-11-15T19:55:00.003+08:00

hey,my blog is alive again!!!!okay this is my first post in centuries....not really.
well i found this vid while searching through videos on youtube....its damn funny and hilarious ....so enjoy!

ps*the drink is both healthy and not....so watch out if you're looking after ur health....wuahaha

welll...i might be posting videos for my posts so keep in mind that most of my posts will be a video post...okay people tata....

bye bye singapore!!!

2008-06-07T03:03:00.002+08:00

hey guys.....whoa....okay its 3 in the morning right now....and i can't sleep coz in a few hours time im going to kuala lumpur for band exchange.....so excited and nervous...gives me spasm...well just wanna say to all my friends whose not going....especially my girl gang....i gonna miss you all alot....i promise to buy something for you guys okay....muackzz...i love you....bye bye....

no subject

2008-05-29T13:23:00.002+08:00

hello people....yay....one more week and im going to KL...can't wait.....anywaez im been dying to watch Twilight ....but too bad the movie will only be in theatres on December....woah....long way to go....by the way....since i love the Twilight series too much,i've been reading them over and over again....well actually the Twilight book only...haha...lol....anywaez..after reading the book and watching the trailer...there are a lot of parts missing and some of the scenes are wrong....for example....the scene where Bella asks Edward how old is he and how long has he been seventeen....well this scene should be in a car whereby Edward actually drives Bella home after she accompanies Jessica and Angela to Port Angeles to get their dresses for the dance ....thing......

well....whatever it is ...i stil can't wait for the movie......sigh....and Edward is super duper hott!!!

bye bye...love you all...LOL

FAKER!!!

2008-05-23T20:13:00.002+08:00

i really don't understand why the school needs so much money....and they shouldn't build that stupid hall in the first place....they should build a conceert hall instead.....at least do something for performing arts.....all they seem to care is about SPORTS,SPORTS and SPORTS!!so fugging stupid...then ask the students to go around and ask for donation to build the facilities for that...hall....they should tell us to donate money for the earthquake victims in China and cyclone nargis victims in Myanmar instead.....at least we are helping to save the world....not otherwise...like wasting our money just for the school's sake....

and they should fully subsidise our camp trips and the band exchange trip...and other trips...and not asking the students to pay....i thought the school was rich??oops....sorry my bet....the school AREN'T rich at all...and why the heck must we pay for the handbook?i thought school handbook are supposed to be FREE?oh come on....crap....the handbook are supposed to be free....way before....

all the school seems to do is eat their student's money....that's unfair....and they should not take advantage of the art association and its students.....whenever they have exchange programmes and other kinds of activities....thay ask the art people to make souvenirs.....what are they thinking?they think that making this souvenirs are very easy and the art students have a whole lot of free time??they keep asking us to do things for free...that really is not good.....its not easy to design stuff....we need to crack our brains for ideas okay....they should give us credits for the hard work that we have done....not the opposite....

SAY NO TO FREE ART!!!
DONATIONS FOR DISASTERS VICTIMS SHOULD BE DONE....NOT DONATIONS FOR SOME KIND OF HALL FACILITIES THINGY!!!because these victims really need our help...we shouldn't wasting our time on other parts....we should save the victims.....
OVERSEAS TRIPS SHOULD BE FULLY SUBSIDISED BY THE SCHOOL COMMITTEE!!
AND...
AND...
SAY NO TO FREE ART!!!

PS*DAVID COOK WINS.....YAY....AHAHAHA!!!!

HELLO SUNSHINE!!

2008-05-19T17:02:00.003+08:00

hello people....i know i know...its been a long time i didnt post rite??so sorry lar....dont feel like posting any last time....but hey...im BACK!!...okay....well today im gonna talk about something that is hot right now...that makes people everywhere talking about it....that is AMERICAN IDOL!!!lol....since the lat result show ...when Syesha Mercado were voted out(so sad)...its now the rivalry between the two Davids.....Cookie and Architecture....lol...but who's gonna actually win this prestigious competition??you decide....well here's some of their photos....

David Archuleta....what makes him got the potential
to win american idol??let me see....he's cute....capable
of singing very well...very well indeed....young...excellent
in singing ballet...can connect with the audience...capable
of making good records......;)

David Cook.....hmmm....how about him?well.....he's actually
good-looking,charismatic and eventually can bring the whole
house down....a very very good rocker.....has good voice and
extremely attractive(isn't he cute....)a potential rock star....

i can't actually deny that David Cook is my personal favourite....but i don't know....its kinda tough a decision to make....both have really huge fanbase..... i really really hope that COOKIE wins...may the best one wins...or should i say may the best man wins!!!

adios....NANA LOL(ar)

exam weeks

2008-05-09T14:06:00.001+08:00

STUDY MODE!!!!
DO NOT DISTURB
THIS BLOG WILL PRESUME AFTER 15 OF MAY
THANK YOU!

SHEESHHHH

2007-08-19T12:58:00.000+08:00

IQBAL PAKULA......he's damn hot can??
been trying to find is profile on the net....at lazz
i've got it!!
name:IQBAL PAKULA
year of birth:1977
why I think he's hot:
1)BCOZ HE ISSS HOT
2)HE SOO TEMPTING
3)HE SOO CUTE
4)HE'S A MODEL
5)HE'S BEEN ACTING IN FEW OF INDONESIAN SINETRONS
(and he is seriously hot u noe...)
and...
and...
and...
6)HE'S PRACTICALLY HOT!....I CANT RESIST
TOO HOT...TOO ADORABLE...TOO CUTE...AND DEFINITELY GORGEOUS
(aaahhhhh....he makes me drool....Lol)

okay.....here's some of his photos
enjoy them while you can.......hahahahahab(cough*)

looking great in that baby blue shirt and urm...pink pants?!

oohhh.....hey handsome.....
okay......u ARE cute.....i get it....i get it

WUUTS....

2007-08-15T16:06:00.000+08:00

ehem...ehem(clears throat)

when you're gone....
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone....
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone....
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it okay.....
I MISS YOU
(when you're gone by avril lavigne)

i hope you know,i hope you know
that this has nothing to do with you
its personal...myself and i
we got some straightening out to do
and im gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
but i had to make a move on in my life
its time to be a big girl now...
and big girls don't cry
don't cry....
don't cry....
don't cry....
(big girls don't cry by fergie)

oooo...........kayy this is sooo random
welll nth to do siak
todae very weird
i feel kinda moody
and at the same time...all lovey dovey
wuuts....well wad to do...
i so gonna love todae(except for certain stuff larr)

everybody gonna love todae
gonna love todae
gonna love todae

love love meeee!!!

thnks fr th mmrs

WEIRD!!!!

A DAY AT TOWN

2007-08-04T16:03:00.000+08:00

THE THORN/DURIAN-LIKED ESPLANADE

WISMA ATRIA IS SO COOL

THE MER AND THE LION AND THE MAID

RUBY AND.....MY BEAUTIFUL AND CUTE FACE...haha

lousy...lousy....lousy

2007-08-04T15:51:00.000+08:00

whoosh!havent been blogging for a long long time....no idea wad to do and i feel unusually lousy.well,school's been fine and most of all i feel fine when i see him back in school....haha

ooh yar...on thursday,me and ruby go camwhoring at town....well not exactly camwhoring,we go round shopping malls,looking at t-shirts ,shoes and stuff and pampered our faces with make ups at tangs....and then wander around at taka....after that got these one guy approached us for donation in the middle of the busy streets....after that ,more window shopping...oh yar,not forgetting wisma atria

after that,took train to esplanade,but stop at marina bay and both of us were lost..its all ruby's fault ....then take mrt again go city hall....finaally reach esplanade...but its already quite dark and the picture quality is noo good

well...its fun and tiring...of course.....wish we got more time to wander around....don't blame me,blame ruby...bwahahaha.....okay lol....went home at 9:oo+.wah leg cramp siak....anyways its a good thing to do if u wanna let ur stress out...haha

*ps....the guy that asking us for donation is quite cute.....besides taking a good look at the angmos around orchard....muahaha

STUPID CUPIDS

2007-07-14T14:24:00.001+08:00

ROSE......ITS SOUNDS SOO BEAUTIFUL.....AND IT LOOKS PERFECT TOO....BUT IF YOU TAKE A CLOSER LOOK...THE STEM IS FULL OF THORNS.....AND THATS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW....I FEEL SUCK...THERE ARE TWO EMOTIONS PLAYING INSIDE ME AT ONE GO.....FIRST OF ALL, I FEEL VERY WORRIED BECAUSE YOU-KNOW-WHO IS SICK.....AND THE SECOND THING,I FEEL DISSAPOINTED....WHY DID HE DO THIS TO ME.....COME ON,HE TREAT ME LIKE AS IF I DIDNT EXIST....HE SHOULD TELL ME....BUT HE DIDNT....COZ I RECEIVE THE INFO FROM OTHER PERSON....IF HE TREAT ME AS A FRIEND... HE SHOULD TELL ME THEN...AND I REALLY FEEL HURT RIGHT NOW...HE ACTED LIKE AS IF ALL HIS FRIENDS HAD VANISH AND THOUGHT THAT HIS CRUSH IS THE ONLY PERSON THAT STOOD BY HIS SIDE....BUT WHY....WHY IS HE ACTING THIS WAY.....MAYBE HE THOUGHT THAT HIS CRUSH IS THE ONLY PERSON THAT UNDERSTANDS HIM.....THIS IS THE WAY OF LIFE HUH...WHEN PEOPLE FIND A NEW PERSON TO TALK TO,HE OR SHE WILL FORGET ABOUT THE PREVIOUS PERSON THAT HE OR SHE TALKS TO....THIS IS LIFE.....GUYS WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND GIRLS AND GIRLS WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND GUYS......AND GIRLS SOMETIMES NEVER UNDERSTAND GIRLS.......AND GUYS SOMETIMES NEVER UNDERSTAND GUYS

STUPID CUPIDS

2007-07-14T14:18:00.000+08:00

GOT NOTHING TO DO......FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT......AND I FEEL LIKE IM MISSING SOME ONE BADLY ....AND I KEEP WORRYING ABOUT SOMETHING.....THIS ARE SOME THINGS THAT KEPT ME ALIVE.....

HAPPY FEET....HE SOO CUTE
PATRICK....YOU WILL ALWAYS BE HERE IN MY HEART
BOYFRIEND KU....HARRY POTTER
AND OF COURSE....MY BEST BUDDIES

WITHOUT YOU GUYS.....MY WHOLE LIFE WILL BE EMPTY

AND TO AIDAH,RATNA AND NAZURA.......THX FOR BEING MY FRIENDS AND TO ALL MY BEST BUDDIES TAHT IS AIDAH,RATNA ,NAZURA,SERI,TRESSA AND RUBY.....YOU ALL COMPLETE MY LIFE

AND TO YOU-KNOW-WHO,I LOVE YOU LIKE HELL

HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX

2007-07-04T19:40:00.000+08:00

I WANNA WATCH HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX SO BADLY.....AND HARRY POTTER IS SO CUTE...BUT THEN THERE'S ONE PART FRM THE STORY HE KISSED CHO CHANG...YUCKS....HATE IT....AND I HATE CHO CHANG....OOOH WAD THE HELL....ANYHWAEZ I REALLY REALLY WANNA WATCH THE MOVIE....I THINK I'LL WATCH IT TWO-THREE WEEKS FROM NOW WITH MY SIS....IF SHES NOT BUSY.....AND I REALLY THINK THAT HARRY POTTER IS SOO DAMN CUTE....HAHA

WHO'S ACTUALLY AVOIDING ME?

2007-07-01T18:26:00.000+08:00

I JUST FELT LIKE WHOM-THE-PERSON-U-KNOW IS AVOIDING ME...I JUST CAN FEEL IT...BUT WHAT'S THE REASON??WHY IS THAT PERSON AVOIDING ME IN THE FIRST PLACE??WE USUALLY CHAT ON MSN LIKE HELL...BUT THEN...WHEN IM ONLINE...HE'S OFFLINE...THERES ONE TIME I GO MSN APPEARING OFFLINE SO THAT I CAN CHECK WHOS ONLINE...AND ONE OF THEM IS HIM...AND HIS CRUSH WAS ALSO ONLINE BUT APPEARED BUSY...BUT ONCE I PUT MYSELF AS ONLINE ,HE APPEARED OFFLINE....THIS HAVE BEEN A FEW TIMES...

I DON'T MIND THE FACT THAT WHOM-THE -PERSON-U-KNOW IS AVOIDING ME AND DOESN'T TREAT ME AS HIS FRIENDS ANYMORE....EVEN THOUGH I FEEL HURT...VERY VERY BADLY...BUT FOR THOSE OF YOU OUT THERE WHO READS MY BLOG,PLEASE WHENEVER YOU FOUND A FRIEND THAT CHATS WITH YOU OR TALKS WITH AND GIVES YOU HIS/HER LISTENING EARS,PLEASE DON'T GIVE THAT PERSON A COLD SHOULDER OR AVOIDING HIM/HER ONCE YOU FIND THE PERSON YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON OR IN LOVE WITH TALKING TO YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY.....YOU MAY NOT KNOW WETHER YOU HAVE HURT SOMEBODY'S HEART....AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING OF ALL....YOU MAY NOT KNOW WHO WILL HELP YOU OR WHO WILL BREAK YOUR HEART IN THE FUTURE....

Is he into me??

2007-06-25T16:34:00.000+08:00

i dont really noe why but my instinct told me that he's not into me...he's cute....charming and im really obsessed with him....to me,he's like the coolest guy i've ever known and i really really seriously like him(well......its after half a year then i realise that i like him)well...i noe he likes another girl but that doesn't really matter....but then i start to get curious because i noe that girl doesn't like him but yet i think they are getting closer each day...i mean...their relationship of course....im so jealous.....im not trying to be egoistic or just thinking about myself....but who won't get curious right...ohh Lord...i need some guidance right now...im afraid to tell him that i like him because of some past problems...but im not asking anything from him in return...just wanna him to appreciate me and be thankful that someone actually likes him because of who he is as a person and not what he is.....someday he'll find out....but i hope the day will be a long time in the future...

MY ALL TIME FAVORITE MUSIC

2007-06-23T12:27:00.000+08:00

OH MOTHER!

2007-06-08T20:32:00.000+08:00

holidays come and go.....but my holidays are like crap.....i wanna go out.....can anyone please ask me out.....im bored....nothing to do.....my momma got hospitalised and shes really makes me freak out....i hope she's okay there.....in my opinion....hospitals are where people get tortured and all the wires stuck into you and won't let you run away....its like giving you a very hard time and makes you feel like you're in hell.....hey....i've been hospitalised before and i know how it feels....i feel its my fault my momma get hospitalised because just now she's annoyed me and i gave her a cold shoulder....i really feel its my fault

IM SORRY MOMMA
I'VE NEVER MEANT
TO HURT YOU

eventhough sometimes ....i feel that she ruins my life and have had hurt my feelings a lot....i still love her no matter what.....i always tell myself that momma had gone through so much in life just to let me grow up smoothly and in the right way....i know i had hurt her a lot but i still love her dearly.....i hope she is fine in the hospital....and im really sorry i hurt her a lot...im gonna miss her....please GOD....hope shes fine....tell me shes fine

EXAMS RESULTS RUINING MY LIFE

2007-05-26T15:59:00.000+08:00

shit arr.....exams results...no good...drop 20 positions down.....i fail my maths....shit...crap....rubbish....hell....dunk....volcanicish....eat shit.....arr..crap....my exams results are craps.....have to buck up....there's next term and end of year exams....oh shit....got projects...and they suck....okay...im stress....bull shit......have to do revision like hell..........nonononono...crapsss

MY MOTHER IS GONNA KILL ME !!

2007-05-24T18:34:00.000+08:00

why must she mentions who are in the top ten position?and can u imagine this.....one of them are only girl and the rest of them are guys.....and its so suck......surely my momma's gonna kill me like hell....coz im not in the top ten position....i cant stand her naggings.....everytime she nags about my studies....she always involve band and treat like the whole situation is band's fault.....she also always compares me with my sis...afinny.....saying that she can study and get good results....than why cant i....hello...im not her okay mom....why must u ruin my life....and im scared to tell her how i've done for the exams....eventhough i've done my best....the best is not good enough.....and i feel that the world is upside down.....its unfair....why are guys being created...they are the worst mammal ever.....first ....they like to be annoying...and then.....without we girls noticing it....they become clever like nerds....i just can imagine what will happen tommorow after my mom sees my report book....its going to be a whole lot of fire extinguisher,flames and all hell's break lose.....volcano will be erupting at my house.....in simple words.....my mom's gonna kill me....and i ...one day....might just kill the guys who are in the top ten positions.....great....welcome to my life....its worse than u can ever imagine...

THE ROUTE TO HELL!!

2007-05-23T19:40:00.000+08:00

field trip huh?going through jungles and all that....its more like taking the route to hell!!!!!!!......very tiring arr.....go hiking at bukit timah nature reserve......one of those post exams activities....got nothing better to go than in a nature reserves....hahaha.....what a great idae ....some may like it.....but i can see lots of others are groaning in pain.....and when i reach home...askmy father to massage my legs....wah...cannot cope with the excruciating pain....well...its like someone had given me a cold shoulder.....and playing hard to please/get.....well..to that person....wadeva...u're in a wrong and dont think im going to beg u or do wadever shit to apologise or ask u to be friends with me back......and until now ,my backbone is aching because of u and ur stupid hands beating my back just now....u noe how pain it is?it feels like ur backbone is being thrown by rocks and cracks and breaks in halves or more pieces....so.....to whoeva u are....please arr....cut that crap u're doing now.....its not good....its annoying and irritating.....and u noe who's in the wrong....so dont act angelic and pretends that u didn do anything wrong...

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2007-05-22T19:01:00.000+08:00

today im not having a good time......but something weird coz when ppl usually stress....they keep to one corner and just be so emo...well....im not like that coz if im stress ,i will annoy people and do and talking craps all the way..........fer examples just now...seri says that im having stress in a good way coz im sounded happy...haha...wad the hell...anywaez....juz now attended a workshop called MULTIPLE INTELLIGENCES....and our mentors are frm a voluntary group called TRYBE....it was fun and the whole workshop is basically about knowing who you really are and how u are intelligent in different ways....some of the mentors are really cute.....like benjamin....he looks like a korean....but the way he speaks is like chinese guy....well ,i think he's a mixture...haha...well,im still waiting for more workshops or activities to be held in school coz nowadays its boring ....got nothing to do at school.......

THERE'S NEW KID IN TOWN!!

2007-05-21T19:30:00.001+08:00

U NOE WAD....JUZ NOW AT SKKOOOL....I JUZ MET A NEW FRIEND....HIS NAME IS ZHI HUI....HE'S FROM CHINA AND BOY HE'S SOO HOT....WHENEVER I TALK TO HIM...I DROOL OVER HIS GORGEOUSNESS....HES LIKE THE EIGHTH WORLD WONDER.....HES KINDA FRIENDLY BUT SHY THOUGH....AND I THINK IM THE FIRST GIRLS HE TALK TOO...ACTUALLY I MAKE THE FIRST MOVE LAR....COZ HIS CLASS MATES ARE VERY SHY....YOU NOE IM ENVIRONMENTALLY FRIENDLY....HAHA......YAR RIGHT.....WELLL...ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT ZHI HUI IS HOT...BUT THERE'S YET MORE TO COME

DOES MY HEAD LOOK BIG IN THIS?

2007-05-20T20:36:00.000+08:00

WWWUUUHHHH....FINALLY....I COMPLETED READING THE BOOK CALLED.....DOES MY HEAD LOOK BIG IN THIS?by Randa Adel-Fattah......WELL...RITE NOW IM GONNA MAKE A REVIEW ABOUT THIS BOOK....HERE IT GOES.....THIS BOOK IS ABOUT A TEENAGE -MUSLIM GIRL NAMED AMAL...WELL,SHES A PALESTINIAN/AUSTRALIAN BORN GIRL.SHE HAS TO COPE WITH SCHOOL BASICALLY AND LIVE HER LIFE LIKE ANY ORDINARY TEENAGE GIRL....BUT WHEN IT COMES TO HER YEAR ELEVEN AT MCLEANS GRAMMAR SCHOOL AT AUTRALIA,SHE MAKES A HUGE TRANSFORMATION TO HERSELF...AS ONE OF MUSLIM WOMEN/GIRLS SHE HAS TO WEAR A SCARF/VEIL TO COVER UP HER HAIR......SO ONE DAY AT THE START OF TERM THREE....SHE GOES TO HER SCHOOL AS USUAL BUT THIS TIME...EVERYONE IS VIEWING HER IN A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVES.....WHO WONT RIGHT IF SOMEONE ABRUPTLY CHANGE HERSELF AFTER THE HOLIDAYS AND GOES TO SCHOOL LOOKING DIFFERENT...ANYWAEZ...SHE GOT A CRUSH ON ADAM KEANE BUT SHE DOESNT WANT ANY INTIMATE RELATIONSHIP AND CLOSE CONTACT...U NOE WHAT I MEAN....WITH ADAM AS HER RELIGION FORBIDS HER FRM HAVING ANY INTIMATE CONTACT WITH MEN...THEN ONE DAY ....ADAM HELD A BIRTHDAY PARTY AND HE INVITE AMAL.....DURING THE PARTY.....HE HAS A CONVERSATION WITH AMAL IN A QUIET PLACE WHERE THERE ARE NO PARTY FREAKS DISTURBING BOTH OF THEM....THAT IS WHEN HE IS ABOUT TO KISS AMAL....SHE JOLTS BACK....AND WHEN HE ASK WHY ,SHE EXPLAINS THAT IT IS WRONG AND IT IS AGAINST HER RELIGION...AFTER THAT ,THEIR RELATIONSHIP IS NOT THAT CLOSE....BUT THEY ARE STILL FRIENDS....THEN AMAL HAVE ENEMIES/NEMESIS IN SCHOOL THAT IS TIA AND HER GANGS....THEY ALWAYS GET ON HER NERVES....BUT OF COURSE AMAL GOT HER FRIENDS,EILEEN,SIMONE,JOSH AND ADAM'S BACK....SO,ONE DAY GOT THIS NEWS ABOUT MUSLIMS BOMBING A NIGHT CLUB IN BALI AND THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL...AMAL GETS A VERY NASTY YET SARCASTIC HUMILIATION FROM TIA ABOUT HER RACE AS WELL AS RELIGION BUT TOO BAD TIA IS HUMILIATED BACK BY JOSH....THEN LEILA....HER OLD YET CLOSE FRIEND ALWAYS HAS CONFLICTS WITH HER FAMILY....ONE DAY IT IS HER BIRTHDAY AND AMAL AND YASMEEN HAVE PLANS FOR LEILA BUT THE THING IS THEY HAVE TO LIE TO LEILA'S MOTHER.....ON HER BIRTHDAY ,LEILA'S BROTHER, HAKAN, CAUGHT THEM IN A RESTAURANT...AFTER SOME ARGUEMENTS HE HAS WITH AMAL,HE FORBIDS BOTH AMAL AND YASMEEN TO MEET LEILA....AND HER MOTHER ALWAYS PLANS MARRIAGES FOR LEILA,BUT SHE IS JUST TO YOUNG TO GET MARRIED...SO ONE DAY,SHE RAN AWAY FRM HOME AND HER MOTHER ACCUSES AMAL FOR THAT...THEN AFTER LEILA'S MOTHER GETS SOME LECTURES FROM AMAL,SHE SLOWLY CHANGED HER ATTITUDE AND ACCEPT LEILA FOR WHO SHE IS...THE....DURING AIDILFITRI....AMAL AND HER MOM MEETS LEILA AND HER MOTHER AT A MOSQUE AND LEILA'S MOTHER THANKS AMAL....THATS IT....WELL THIS WHOLE STORY BASICALLY IS ABOUT AMAL WEARING VEIL AND FIGHTING HER RIGHTS AS A MUSLIM GIRL AND THE RIGHT TO WEAR THE VEIL...THEN THE STORY ENDS....BYEBYE

WHAT A BORING DAY FOR ME TO LEAVE IN A BORING WORLD

2007-05-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

OOH COME ON...EXAMS ARE OVER AND YET ITS SO DAMN BORING...I GOT NOTHING TO DO...OHHHHH...IM SO MISERABLE....GO ONLINE ALSO NOBODY TO TALK TO....I MEAN CHAT WITH.....WHENEVER IM ONLIE ,HE'S NOT.....DAMN...I WISH I CAN GO THE THE MOON AND FLY WITH THE JELLYFISH LIKE SPONGEBOB...HAHAHA...NOW IM RETARDED....I HEARD THAT RADIN IS HOSPITALISED BECAUSE OF HER APPENDIX OR SOMETHING...WELL I HOPE THAT SHE'S ALRIGHT....AND THESE PAST FEW DAYS...I'VE BEEN MISSING ALOT OF PEOPLE...ESPECIALLY HIM AND ZHER ZHI....WAH ...SLEEP ALSO CAN DREAM OF HIM SEH...WHAT A WONDERFUL MASTERPIECE HE SURELY IS......ANYWAEZ I GOT READ THIS ONE BOOK...ITS ABOUT A MUSLIM TEENAGER TRYING TO COPE WITH HER STUDIES,SCHOOL AND FRIENDS WHILE SHE HAD TO SCHOOL AT AN AUSTRALIAN GRAMMAR SCHOOL....THE BOOK IS VERY,EXTREMELY INTERESTING...AHEM...WHO SAYS I DONT READ...I READ BOOKS OKAY...WELL ,DONT WANNA BLAB TO MUCH SO SEE YOU SOON

OLD!!!!

2007-05-17T14:05:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO.....EXAMS ARE OVER....CAN RELEVE MYSELF FRM ALL THE STRESSNESS.......BECAUSE OF EXAMS ,IT MAKE ME LOOK OLDER..........AT LEAST NOT THAT OLD.....ANYWAEZ....MY BROTHER IS ENGAGED!!FINALLY.....HE REALLY DOESNT NOE THAT HE'S GETTING OLDER.....PHEW.....WELL...WELL....HE STILL ACT CHILDISHLY..WHO CARES...........HHMMM.....BY THE WAY.....I GOT STUCK BETWEEN A PROBLEM AND I DIDN NOE WAD TO DO...I GUESS I HAD TO FIND THE ANSWER SOON....ITS EITHER HIM OR HIM

MY BROTHER'S ENGAGEMENT CEREMONY

2007-05-16T20:26:00.000+08:00

MY EMO-KING BROTHER
THIS ARE THE GIFTS....THERES MORE TO COME
OUH...SOO PRETTY
MEE AND MY MOTHER...MY MOOTHER AND MY SISTER

HMM...YUMMIEE

EXAMS OVER....YEY!!

2007-05-16T19:58:00.000+08:00

WUUSSHH....EXAMS FINALLY OVER...ITS BEEN A VERY HARD AND TIRING WEEKS FER ME...BUT I THINK I DID SUCKS ESPECIALLY FER MATHS AND SCINECE....DEN DEN...DEN...BAND PRACTISE IS RESUMING!!!HAHA....HOW GREAT IS THAT...MISS BAND LOADS...MISS PLAYING HYM TO THE INFINITE SKY...ALA.OVERALL...I MISS PLAYING MUSIC SOO MUCH....NOW ITS TIME FER ME TO RELAX ....YEPPY...NO MORE TENSION AND STRESSNESS...WELL...I MISS MY COCOA LOADS ...

2007-04-27T18:25:00.000+08:00

shit...today ms kelly last day teaching 2e2....she'll be going on the 30th of april.......im gonna miss her loads ...im gonna miss her....gonna miss her...gonna miss her!!!oh why must she go??and im still wandering whos gonna be the new maths teacher....well,juz now after sckool,me and my classmates celebrate a farewell party for her...its quite boring actually...coz i ate the same cake the class bought for b'dae party for the january and february and march babies...well overall quite good arr...

GT STY

2007-04-18T15:15:00.000+08:00

so boring today at school ....got nothing to do....juz sit down and listen to the teacher...ooh yar...my school band got silver for SYF.so poor thing ....we train hard like hell and only obtain silver....but this year ...most of the school taht get gold for the previous SYF drop to silver...weel i guess thats our fate....hmm...juz now during maths class...me and Ruby talk bout ghost stories....so scary lor...she talk bout her being posessed and i talk about the olden days where penanggal was flying on top of my grandmother's mother kampong house when my grandmother was about to gave birth to my uncle was about to gave birth.....eeerrr so scary last time...luckily i wasnt born yet....

he soo sweet!!!!!!

2007-01-25T13:41:00.000+08:00

well..... theres this one guy in my school.....he so cute and gentle.....whenever he saw me....he'll wave and says hi to me......he really make my day.....especially when im in a bad mood......i kinda have a crush on him......but he doesn't know about it............welll.....i really appreciate all the things he had done.......thank you so much.......i think hes the last guy on earth......without him.....i dont know what will happen

2007-01-21T17:42:00.000+08:00

oh no!!!!!!!!concert's coming....im so nervous but i 'm ready........i think..........argh
these past few days band practices quite exhausting.........cannot tahan!
monday perform on stage but haven't memorize the scores....urgh
tommorow test.....havent study....i mean revise...oh my goodness.......my time is sooo packed
no time to rest.....not fair!!!!

2006-11-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

aha......mie idiotic face.....auw....

2006-11-05T14:35:00.000+08:00

the cartoon version of me.....
me and aisha baby my sis and of course....me my sibs
the three ladies at east coast park

2006-11-05T14:31:00.000+08:00

I MISS MY OLD FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-18T20:21:00.000+08:00

i really miss my old friends.......how i wish i could meet them again,,,(except fer mie enemies)or organize a gathering.......why they didnt bother to call me or sumyhin....welll only a few of them do that....anywaz wherever you guys are always remember that i will miss you guys forever....all the best with your school(s)...thats all folks ..see ya

Hmmm...........

2006-07-13T18:19:00.000+08:00

well.......my anger towards him have decreased but i dont noe wat to do next.....shud i be friends with him or ignore him totally?or shud i block him from msn messenger?i noe that he noes that i like him...but too bad he doesnt like me...hu cares by the way.im sick and tired of cryin over stupid situations..coz now i noe that im stronger than before and i can do anythin in this world.nobody can stop me frm doin stuff i want and like....well thats all i think!

Nana Womanization

WEEE!!

i LOVE/LOATHE YOU MOM!!

MATAHARIKU

december stuff!!!

a string of attitude

23rd November Night

random post

Library Day!!

I MISS YOU !!!

Band Camp

diet pepsi commercial

bye bye singapore!!!

no subject

FAKER!!!

HELLO SUNSHINE!!

exam weeks

SHEESHHHH

WUUTS....

A DAY AT TOWN

lousy...lousy....lousy

STUPID CUPIDS

STUPID CUPIDS

HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX

WHO'S ACTUALLY AVOIDING ME?

Is he into me??

MY ALL TIME FAVORITE MUSIC

OH MOTHER!

EXAMS RESULTS RUINING MY LIFE

MY MOTHER IS GONNA KILL ME !!

THE ROUTE TO HELL!!

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THERE'S NEW KID IN TOWN!!

DOES MY HEAD LOOK BIG IN THIS?

WHAT A BORING DAY FOR ME TO LEAVE IN A BORING WORLD

OLD!!!!

MY BROTHER'S ENGAGEMENT CEREMONY

EXAMS OVER....YEY!!

G***T ST***Y

he soo sweet!!!!!!

I MISS MY OLD FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmm...........

GT STY