SHEESHHHH

IQBAL PAKULA......he's damn hot can??
been trying to find is profile on the net....at lazz
i've got it!!
name:IQBAL PAKULA
year of birth:1977
why I think he's hot:
1)BCOZ HE ISSS HOT
2)HE SOO TEMPTING
3)HE SOO CUTE
4)HE'S A MODEL
5)HE'S BEEN ACTING IN FEW OF INDONESIAN SINETRONS
(and he is seriously hot u noe...)
and...
and...
and...
6)HE'S PRACTICALLY HOT!....I CANT RESIST
TOO HOT...TOO ADORABLE...TOO CUTE...AND DEFINITELY GORGEOUS
(aaahhhhh....he makes me drool....Lol)

okay.....here's some of his photos
enjoy them while you can.......hahahahahab(cough*)



looking great in that baby blue shirt and urm...pink pants?!

oohhh.....hey handsome.....
okay......u ARE cute.....i get it....i get it

WUUTS....

ehem...ehem(clears throat)

when you're gone....
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone....
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone....
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it okay.....
I MISS YOU
(when you're gone by avril lavigne)

i hope you know,i hope you know
that this has nothing to do with you
its personal...myself and i
we got some straightening out to do
and im gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
but i had to make a move on in my life
its time to be a big girl now...
and big girls don't cry
don't cry....
don't cry....
don't cry....
(big girls don't cry by fergie)


oooo...........kayy this is sooo random
welll nth to do siak
todae very weird
i feel kinda moody
and at the same time...all lovey dovey
wuuts....well wad to do...
i so gonna love todae(except for certain stuff larr)

everybody gonna love todae
gonna love todae
gonna love todae

love love meeee!!!

thnks fr th mmrs


WEIRD!!!!

A DAY AT TOWN

THE THORN/DURIAN-LIKED ESPLANADE


WISMA ATRIA IS SO COOL

THE MER AND THE LION AND THE MAID

RUBY AND.....MY BEAUTIFUL AND CUTE FACE...haha

lousy...lousy....lousy

whoosh!havent been blogging for a long long time....no idea wad to do and i feel unusually lousy.well,school's been fine and most of all i feel fine when i see him back in school....haha

ooh yar...on thursday,me and ruby go camwhoring at town....well not exactly camwhoring,we go round shopping malls,looking at t-shirts ,shoes and stuff and pampered our faces with make ups at tangs....and then wander around at taka....after that got these one guy approached us for donation in the middle of the busy streets....after that ,more window shopping...oh yar,not forgetting wisma atria

after that,took train to esplanade,but stop at marina bay and both of us were lost..its all ruby's fault ....then take mrt again go city hall....finaally reach esplanade...but its already quite dark and the picture quality is noo good

well...its fun and tiring...of course.....wish we got more time to wander around....don't blame me,blame ruby...bwahahaha.....okay lol....went home at 9:oo+.wah leg cramp siak....anyways its a good thing to do if u wanna let ur stress out...haha

*ps....the guy that asking us for donation is quite cute.....besides taking a good look at the angmos around orchard....muahaha

STUPID CUPIDS

ROSE......ITS SOUNDS SOO BEAUTIFUL.....AND IT LOOKS PERFECT TOO....BUT IF YOU TAKE A CLOSER LOOK...THE STEM IS FULL OF THORNS.....AND THATS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW....I FEEL SUCK...THERE ARE TWO EMOTIONS PLAYING INSIDE ME AT ONE GO.....FIRST OF ALL, I FEEL VERY WORRIED BECAUSE YOU-KNOW-WHO IS SICK.....AND THE SECOND THING,I FEEL DISSAPOINTED....WHY DID HE DO THIS TO ME.....COME ON,HE TREAT ME LIKE AS IF I DIDNT EXIST....HE SHOULD TELL ME....BUT HE DIDNT....COZ I RECEIVE THE INFO FROM OTHER PERSON....IF HE TREAT ME AS A FRIEND... HE SHOULD TELL ME THEN...AND I REALLY FEEL HURT RIGHT NOW...HE ACTED LIKE AS IF ALL HIS FRIENDS HAD VANISH AND THOUGHT THAT HIS CRUSH IS THE ONLY PERSON THAT STOOD BY HIS SIDE....BUT WHY....WHY IS HE ACTING THIS WAY.....MAYBE HE THOUGHT THAT HIS CRUSH IS THE ONLY PERSON THAT UNDERSTANDS HIM.....THIS IS THE WAY OF LIFE HUH...WHEN PEOPLE FIND A NEW PERSON TO TALK TO,HE OR SHE WILL FORGET ABOUT THE PREVIOUS PERSON THAT HE OR SHE TALKS TO....THIS IS LIFE.....GUYS WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND GIRLS AND GIRLS WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND GUYS......AND GIRLS SOMETIMES NEVER UNDERSTAND GIRLS.......AND GUYS SOMETIMES NEVER UNDERSTAND GUYS

STUPID CUPIDS

GOT NOTHING TO DO......FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT......AND I FEEL LIKE IM MISSING SOME ONE BADLY ....AND I KEEP WORRYING ABOUT SOMETHING.....THIS ARE SOME THINGS THAT KEPT ME ALIVE.....


HAPPY FEET....HE SOO CUTE
PATRICK....YOU WILL ALWAYS BE HERE IN MY HEART
BOYFRIEND KU....HARRY POTTER
AND OF COURSE....MY BEST BUDDIES

WITHOUT YOU GUYS.....MY WHOLE LIFE WILL BE EMPTY

AND TO AIDAH,RATNA AND NAZURA.......THX FOR BEING MY FRIENDS AND TO ALL MY BEST BUDDIES TAHT IS AIDAH,RATNA ,NAZURA,SERI,TRESSA AND RUBY.....YOU ALL COMPLETE MY LIFE

AND TO YOU-KNOW-WHO,I LOVE YOU LIKE HELL

HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX

I WANNA WATCH HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX SO BADLY.....AND HARRY POTTER IS SO CUTE...BUT THEN THERE'S ONE PART FRM THE STORY HE KISSED CHO CHANG...YUCKS....HATE IT....AND I HATE CHO CHANG....OOOH WAD THE HELL....ANYHWAEZ I REALLY REALLY WANNA WATCH THE MOVIE....I THINK I'LL WATCH IT TWO-THREE WEEKS FROM NOW WITH MY SIS....IF SHES NOT BUSY.....AND I REALLY THINK THAT HARRY POTTER IS SOO DAMN CUTE....HAHA

WHO'S ACTUALLY AVOIDING ME?

I JUST FELT LIKE WHOM-THE-PERSON-U-KNOW IS AVOIDING ME...I JUST CAN FEEL IT...BUT WHAT'S THE REASON??WHY IS THAT PERSON AVOIDING ME IN THE FIRST PLACE??WE USUALLY CHAT ON MSN LIKE HELL...BUT THEN...WHEN IM ONLINE...HE'S OFFLINE...THERES ONE TIME I GO MSN APPEARING OFFLINE SO THAT I CAN CHECK WHOS ONLINE...AND ONE OF THEM IS HIM...AND HIS CRUSH WAS ALSO ONLINE BUT APPEARED BUSY...BUT ONCE I PUT MYSELF AS ONLINE ,HE APPEARED OFFLINE....THIS HAVE BEEN A FEW TIMES...


I DON'T MIND THE FACT THAT WHOM-THE -PERSON-U-KNOW IS AVOIDING ME AND DOESN'T TREAT ME AS HIS FRIENDS ANYMORE....EVEN THOUGH I FEEL HURT...VERY VERY BADLY...BUT FOR THOSE OF YOU OUT THERE WHO READS MY BLOG,PLEASE WHENEVER YOU FOUND A FRIEND THAT CHATS WITH YOU OR TALKS WITH AND GIVES YOU HIS/HER LISTENING EARS,PLEASE DON'T GIVE THAT PERSON A COLD SHOULDER OR AVOIDING HIM/HER ONCE YOU FIND THE PERSON YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON OR IN LOVE WITH TALKING TO YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY.....YOU MAY NOT KNOW WETHER YOU HAVE HURT SOMEBODY'S HEART....AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING OF ALL....YOU MAY NOT KNOW WHO WILL HELP YOU OR WHO WILL BREAK YOUR HEART IN THE FUTURE....

Is he into me??

i dont really noe why but my instinct told me that he's not into me...he's cute....charming and im really obsessed with him....to me,he's like the coolest guy i've ever known and i really really seriously like him(well......its after half a year then i realise that i like him)well...i noe he likes another girl but that doesn't really matter....but then i start to get curious because i noe that girl doesn't like him but yet i think they are getting closer each day...i mean...their relationship of course....im so jealous.....im not trying to be egoistic or just thinking about myself....but who won't get curious right...ohh Lord...i need some guidance right now...im afraid to tell him that i like him because of some past problems...but im not asking anything from him in return...just wanna him to appreciate me and be thankful that someone actually likes him because of who he is as a person and not what he is.....someday he'll find out....but i hope the day will be a long time in the future...

MY ALL TIME FAVORITE MUSIC

OH MOTHER!

holidays come and go.....but my holidays are like crap.....i wanna go out.....can anyone please ask me out.....im bored....nothing to do.....my momma got hospitalised and shes really makes me freak out....i hope she's okay there.....in my opinion....hospitals are where people get tortured and all the wires stuck into you and won't let you run away....its like giving you a very hard time and makes you feel like you're in hell.....hey....i've been hospitalised before and i know how it feels....i feel its my fault my momma get hospitalised because just now she's annoyed me and i gave her a cold shoulder....i really feel its my fault



IM SORRY MOMMA
I'VE NEVER MEANT
TO HURT YOU




eventhough sometimes ....i feel that she ruins my life and have had hurt my feelings a lot....i still love her no matter what.....i always tell myself that momma had gone through so much in life just to let me grow up smoothly and in the right way....i know i had hurt her a lot but i still love her dearly.....i hope she is fine in the hospital....and im really sorry i hurt her a lot...im gonna miss her....please GOD....hope shes fine....tell me shes fine

EXAMS RESULTS RUINING MY LIFE

shit arr.....exams results...no good...drop 20 positions down.....i fail my maths....shit...crap....rubbish....hell....dunk....volcanicish....eat shit.....arr..crap....my exams results are craps.....have to buck up....there's next term and end of year exams....oh shit....got projects...and they suck....okay...im stress....bull shit......have to do revision like hell..........nonononono...crapsss

MY MOTHER IS GONNA KILL ME !!

why must she mentions who are in the top ten position?and can u imagine this.....one of them are only girl and the rest of them are guys.....and its so suck......surely my momma's gonna kill me like hell....coz im not in the top ten position....i cant stand her naggings.....everytime she nags about my studies....she always involve band and treat like the whole situation is band's fault.....she also always compares me with my sis...afinny.....saying that she can study and get good results....than why cant i....hello...im not her okay mom....why must u ruin my life....and im scared to tell her how i've done for the exams....eventhough i've done my best....the best is not good enough.....and i feel that the world is upside down.....its unfair....why are guys being created...they are the worst mammal ever.....first ....they like to be annoying...and then.....without we girls noticing it....they become clever like nerds....i just can imagine what will happen tommorow after my mom sees my report book....its going to be a whole lot of fire extinguisher,flames and all hell's break lose.....volcano will be erupting at my house.....in simple words.....my mom's gonna kill me....and i ...one day....might just kill the guys who are in the top ten positions.....great....welcome to my life....its worse than u can ever imagine...

THE ROUTE TO HELL!!

field trip huh?going through jungles and all that....its more like taking the route to hell!!!!!!!......very tiring arr.....go hiking at bukit timah nature reserve......one of those post exams activities....got nothing better to go than in a nature reserves....hahaha.....what a great idae ....some may like it.....but i can see lots of others are groaning in pain.....and when i reach home...askmy father to massage my legs....wah...cannot cope with the excruciating pain....well...its like someone had given me a cold shoulder.....and playing hard to please/get.....well..to that person....wadeva...u're in a wrong and dont think im going to beg u or do wadever shit to apologise or ask u to be friends with me back......and until now ,my backbone is aching because of u and ur stupid hands beating my back just now....u noe how pain it is?it feels like ur backbone is being thrown by rocks and cracks and breaks in halves or more pieces....so.....to whoeva u are....please arr....cut that crap u're doing now.....its not good....its annoying and irritating.....and u noe who's in the wrong....so dont act angelic and pretends that u didn do anything wrong...

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today im not having a good time......but something weird coz when ppl usually stress....they keep to one corner and just be so emo...well....im not like that coz if im stress ,i will annoy people and do and talking craps all the way..........fer examples just now...seri says that im having stress in a good way coz im sounded happy...haha...wad the hell...anywaez....juz now attended a workshop called MULTIPLE INTELLIGENCES....and our mentors are frm a voluntary group called TRYBE....it was fun and the whole workshop is basically about knowing who you really are and how u are intelligent in different ways....some of the mentors are really cute.....like benjamin....he looks like a korean....but the way he speaks is like chinese guy....well ,i think he's a mixture...haha...well,im still waiting for more workshops or activities to be held in school coz nowadays its boring ....got nothing to do at school.......

THERE'S NEW KID IN TOWN!!

U NOE WAD....JUZ NOW AT SKKOOOL....I JUZ MET A NEW FRIEND....HIS NAME IS ZHI HUI....HE'S FROM CHINA AND BOY HE'S SOO HOT....WHENEVER I TALK TO HIM...I DROOL OVER HIS GORGEOUSNESS....HES LIKE THE EIGHTH WORLD WONDER.....HES KINDA FRIENDLY BUT SHY THOUGH....AND I THINK IM THE FIRST GIRLS HE TALK TOO...ACTUALLY I MAKE THE FIRST MOVE LAR....COZ HIS CLASS MATES ARE VERY SHY....YOU NOE IM ENVIRONMENTALLY FRIENDLY....HAHA......YAR RIGHT.....WELLL...ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT ZHI HUI IS HOT...BUT THERE'S YET MORE TO COME

DOES MY HEAD LOOK BIG IN THIS?

WWWUUUHHHH....FINALLY....I COMPLETED READING THE BOOK CALLED.....DOES MY HEAD LOOK BIG IN THIS?by Randa Adel-Fattah......WELL...RITE NOW IM GONNA MAKE A REVIEW ABOUT THIS BOOK....HERE IT GOES.....THIS BOOK IS ABOUT A TEENAGE -MUSLIM GIRL NAMED AMAL...WELL,SHES A PALESTINIAN/AUSTRALIAN BORN GIRL.SHE HAS TO COPE WITH SCHOOL BASICALLY AND LIVE HER LIFE LIKE ANY ORDINARY TEENAGE GIRL....BUT WHEN IT COMES TO HER YEAR ELEVEN AT MCLEANS GRAMMAR SCHOOL AT AUTRALIA,SHE MAKES A HUGE TRANSFORMATION TO HERSELF...AS ONE OF MUSLIM WOMEN/GIRLS SHE HAS TO WEAR A SCARF/VEIL TO COVER UP HER HAIR......SO ONE DAY AT THE START OF TERM THREE....SHE GOES TO HER SCHOOL AS USUAL BUT THIS TIME...EVERYONE IS VIEWING HER IN A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVES.....WHO WONT RIGHT IF SOMEONE ABRUPTLY CHANGE HERSELF AFTER THE HOLIDAYS AND GOES TO SCHOOL LOOKING DIFFERENT...ANYWAEZ...SHE GOT A CRUSH ON ADAM KEANE BUT SHE DOESNT WANT ANY INTIMATE RELATIONSHIP AND CLOSE CONTACT...U NOE WHAT I MEAN....WITH ADAM AS HER RELIGION FORBIDS HER FRM HAVING ANY INTIMATE CONTACT WITH MEN...THEN ONE DAY ....ADAM HELD A BIRTHDAY PARTY AND HE INVITE AMAL.....DURING THE PARTY.....HE HAS A CONVERSATION WITH AMAL IN A QUIET PLACE WHERE THERE ARE NO PARTY FREAKS DISTURBING BOTH OF THEM....THAT IS WHEN HE IS ABOUT TO KISS AMAL....SHE JOLTS BACK....AND WHEN HE ASK WHY ,SHE EXPLAINS THAT IT IS WRONG AND IT IS AGAINST HER RELIGION...AFTER THAT ,THEIR RELATIONSHIP IS NOT THAT CLOSE....BUT THEY ARE STILL FRIENDS....THEN AMAL HAVE ENEMIES/NEMESIS IN SCHOOL THAT IS TIA AND HER GANGS....THEY ALWAYS GET ON HER NERVES....BUT OF COURSE AMAL GOT HER FRIENDS,EILEEN,SIMONE,JOSH AND ADAM'S BACK....SO,ONE DAY GOT THIS NEWS ABOUT MUSLIMS BOMBING A NIGHT CLUB IN BALI AND THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL...AMAL GETS A VERY NASTY YET SARCASTIC HUMILIATION FROM TIA ABOUT HER RACE AS WELL AS RELIGION BUT TOO BAD TIA IS HUMILIATED BACK BY JOSH....THEN LEILA....HER OLD YET CLOSE FRIEND ALWAYS HAS CONFLICTS WITH HER FAMILY....ONE DAY IT IS HER BIRTHDAY AND AMAL AND YASMEEN HAVE PLANS FOR LEILA BUT THE THING IS THEY HAVE TO LIE TO LEILA'S MOTHER.....ON HER BIRTHDAY ,LEILA'S BROTHER, HAKAN, CAUGHT THEM IN A RESTAURANT...AFTER SOME ARGUEMENTS HE HAS WITH AMAL,HE FORBIDS BOTH AMAL AND YASMEEN TO MEET LEILA....AND HER MOTHER ALWAYS PLANS MARRIAGES FOR LEILA,BUT SHE IS JUST TO YOUNG TO GET MARRIED...SO ONE DAY,SHE RAN AWAY FRM HOME AND HER MOTHER ACCUSES AMAL FOR THAT...THEN AFTER LEILA'S MOTHER GETS SOME LECTURES FROM AMAL,SHE SLOWLY CHANGED HER ATTITUDE AND ACCEPT LEILA FOR WHO SHE IS...THE....DURING AIDILFITRI....AMAL AND HER MOM MEETS LEILA AND HER MOTHER AT A MOSQUE AND LEILA'S MOTHER THANKS AMAL....THATS IT....WELL THIS WHOLE STORY BASICALLY IS ABOUT AMAL WEARING VEIL AND FIGHTING HER RIGHTS AS A MUSLIM GIRL AND THE RIGHT TO WEAR THE VEIL...THEN THE STORY ENDS....BYEBYE

WHAT A BORING DAY FOR ME TO LEAVE IN A BORING WORLD

OOH COME ON...EXAMS ARE OVER AND YET ITS SO DAMN BORING...I GOT NOTHING TO DO...OHHHHH...IM SO MISERABLE....GO ONLINE ALSO NOBODY TO TALK TO....I MEAN CHAT WITH.....WHENEVER IM ONLIE ,HE'S NOT.....DAMN...I WISH I CAN GO THE THE MOON AND FLY WITH THE JELLYFISH LIKE SPONGEBOB...HAHAHA...NOW IM RETARDED....I HEARD THAT RADIN IS HOSPITALISED BECAUSE OF HER APPENDIX OR SOMETHING...WELL I HOPE THAT SHE'S ALRIGHT....AND THESE PAST FEW DAYS...I'VE BEEN MISSING ALOT OF PEOPLE...ESPECIALLY HIM AND ZHER ZHI....WAH ...SLEEP ALSO CAN DREAM OF HIM SEH...WHAT A WONDERFUL MASTERPIECE HE SURELY IS......ANYWAEZ I GOT READ THIS ONE BOOK...ITS ABOUT A MUSLIM TEENAGER TRYING TO COPE WITH HER STUDIES,SCHOOL AND FRIENDS WHILE SHE HAD TO SCHOOL AT AN AUSTRALIAN GRAMMAR SCHOOL....THE BOOK IS VERY,EXTREMELY INTERESTING...AHEM...WHO SAYS I DONT READ...I READ BOOKS OKAY...WELL ,DONT WANNA BLAB TO MUCH SO SEE YOU SOON

OLD!!!!

WOOHOO.....EXAMS ARE OVER....CAN RELEVE MYSELF FRM ALL THE STRESSNESS.......BECAUSE OF EXAMS ,IT MAKE ME LOOK OLDER..........AT LEAST NOT THAT OLD.....ANYWAEZ....MY BROTHER IS ENGAGED!!FINALLY.....HE REALLY DOESNT NOE THAT HE'S GETTING OLDER.....PHEW.....WELL...WELL....HE STILL ACT CHILDISHLY..WHO CARES...........HHMMM.....BY THE WAY.....I GOT STUCK BETWEEN A PROBLEM AND I DIDN NOE WAD TO DO...I GUESS I HAD TO FIND THE ANSWER SOON....ITS EITHER HIM OR HIM

MY BROTHER'S ENGAGEMENT CEREMONY

MY EMO-KING BROTHER
THIS ARE THE GIFTS....THERES MORE TO COME
OUH...SOO PRETTY
MEE AND MY MOTHER...MY MOOTHER AND MY SISTER

HMM...YUMMIEE

EXAMS OVER....YEY!!

WUUSSHH....EXAMS FINALLY OVER...ITS BEEN A VERY HARD AND TIRING WEEKS FER ME...BUT I THINK I DID SUCKS ESPECIALLY FER MATHS AND SCINECE....DEN DEN...DEN...BAND PRACTISE IS RESUMING!!!HAHA....HOW GREAT IS THAT...MISS BAND LOADS...MISS PLAYING HYM TO THE INFINITE SKY...ALA.OVERALL...I MISS PLAYING MUSIC SOO MUCH....NOW ITS TIME FER ME TO RELAX ....YEPPY...NO MORE TENSION AND STRESSNESS...WELL...I MISS MY COCOA LOADS ...

shit...today ms kelly last day teaching 2e2....she'll be going on the 30th of april.......im gonna miss her loads ...im gonna miss her....gonna miss her...gonna miss her!!!oh why must she go??and im still wandering whos gonna be the new maths teacher....well,juz now after sckool,me and my classmates celebrate a farewell party for her...its quite boring actually...coz i ate the same cake the class bought for b'dae party for the january and february and march babies...well overall quite good arr...

G***T ST***Y

so boring today at school ....got nothing to do....juz sit down and listen to the teacher...ooh yar...my school band got silver for SYF.so poor thing ....we train hard like hell and only obtain silver....but this year ...most of the school taht get gold for the previous SYF drop to silver...weel i guess thats our fate....hmm...juz now during maths class...me and Ruby talk bout ghost stories....so scary lor...she talk bout her being posessed and i talk about the olden days where penanggal was flying on top of my grandmother's mother kampong house when my grandmother was about to gave birth to my uncle was about to gave birth.....eeerrr so scary last time...luckily i wasnt born yet....

he soo sweet!!!!!!

well..... theres this one guy in my school.....he so cute and gentle.....whenever he saw me....he'll wave and says hi to me......he really make my day.....especially when im in a bad mood......i kinda have a crush on him......but he doesn't know about it............welll.....i really appreciate all the things he had done.......thank you so much.......i think hes the last guy on earth......without him.....i dont know what will happen

oh no!!!!!!!!concert's coming....im so nervous but i 'm ready........i think..........argh
these past few days band practices quite exhausting.........cannot tahan!
monday perform on stage but haven't memorize the scores....urgh
tommorow test.....havent study....i mean revise...oh my goodness.......my time is sooo packed
no time to rest.....not fair!!!!