Is he into me??

i dont really noe why but my instinct told me that he's not into me...he's cute....charming and im really obsessed with him....to me,he's like the coolest guy i've ever known and i really really seriously like him(well......its after half a year then i realise that i like him)well...i noe he likes another girl but that doesn't really matter....but then i start to get curious because i noe that girl doesn't like him but yet i think they are getting closer each day...i mean...their relationship of course....im so jealous.....im not trying to be egoistic or just thinking about myself....but who won't get curious right...ohh Lord...i need some guidance right now...im afraid to tell him that i like him because of some past problems...but im not asking anything from him in return...just wanna him to appreciate me and be thankful that someone actually likes him because of who he is as a person and not what he is.....someday he'll find out....but i hope the day will be a long time in the future...

MY ALL TIME FAVORITE MUSIC

OH MOTHER!

holidays come and go.....but my holidays are like crap.....i wanna go out.....can anyone please ask me out.....im bored....nothing to do.....my momma got hospitalised and shes really makes me freak out....i hope she's okay there.....in my opinion....hospitals are where people get tortured and all the wires stuck into you and won't let you run away....its like giving you a very hard time and makes you feel like you're in hell.....hey....i've been hospitalised before and i know how it feels....i feel its my fault my momma get hospitalised because just now she's annoyed me and i gave her a cold shoulder....i really feel its my fault



IM SORRY MOMMA
I'VE NEVER MEANT
TO HURT YOU




eventhough sometimes ....i feel that she ruins my life and have had hurt my feelings a lot....i still love her no matter what.....i always tell myself that momma had gone through so much in life just to let me grow up smoothly and in the right way....i know i had hurt her a lot but i still love her dearly.....i hope she is fine in the hospital....and im really sorry i hurt her a lot...im gonna miss her....please GOD....hope shes fine....tell me shes fine